into the light you went

that's what i think happened.

that's where i believe you went.

how else can i explain this surreal feeling of being at peace?

i wonder, those dreamless sleeps i've had the past week. were you by any chance visiting me? the five of us? for some reason, we've all had dreamless sleeps and it's only the past few days that we've begun to realize that we have dreams again.

wishful thinking?

or maybe the shock just hasn't worn off. yesterday, i began to remember again that horrible moning last march 18. but i shouldn't dwell on that.

i miss you